Oct 30
luckily my boss let me rush to deadlyfetish.com to pick up fangs and devil horns for my friend
on the way rushing back T_T i dropped them @#%@#$%
these days i'm trying so hard to save$ but it seems like my bank account is always hollow T_T!

so after work super fun time this time, like.. by far the best halloween in my life
not the must like active fun but it was really really awsome

I dressed in classic loli my most favorite dress by innocent world
had my hair curled nothing fancy, i looked super innocent except i had FANGS!!!



baby Dizzy dressed up by her mommy Desiree



i'm going ot eat you puppy!!!!!

afterwork, Dez fixed up Kelseys' hair and did her make up
omgomgomgomg it was soooo KOOOL

we then scooted off next door to the main part of the waterfall building which was all dressed up and everything
it was soo kool
even tho me Dez and Kelsy stuck together it was fun super fun!
-_- if it were not for Kelsey outgoing ness i''d probably still be hiding somewhere in the party all shy and stuff (who would of known?)




a blood martini and eye for me !
super adorable napkins and a coffin made of ice and full of beer !

Nov 2
I had to work 31st and 1 of November
it really sucked... but I have today off (Monday)
woe is me T_T there is a class at the salon on the bright side its a bumble class instead !
I really really really like their classes, the teacher doesn't bs ne thing, and the videos aren't boring
and always lots of lil tricks and tips too!

i got lots of brightly colored text books and a DVD and some product to try out on my own!
and also brought a bit of the green blue shampoo home to try out
(i think my hair has a tinge of green x.x! at least it washes out...?)

george met up with me at the salon and I really wanted to go for crepe for brunch near by
T-T but then it's closed ON MONDAY #@%!#$%@#$^#$
sigh* we walked a bit, and I found this kinda french contempary restaurant?
name is Fuel
Walla Walla Onion Soup
crispy gruyere, sherry vinegar, bread
-it had these tiny jelly cubes in there that was osme sort of broth? also a puree of smth and fried something
very VERY good
Carnaroli Risotto
white chanterelles, charred onions, sauce soubise
-OH mushroom galore! SUPER good
'Polderside Farms' Redbro Organic Chicken
chanterelle mushrooms, young chard, gold potato
-according to the waitress it was chicken liver wrapped around chicken and the fried?
i think it was very juicy not the best out of the 4 items i've tried
Creme Brulee
strawberry sorbet and almond cookie?
-amazing george actually likes this @.@ a lil filling concidering the first two items had cream in it x.x

the bread and butter is very good like super!

we then went down town because I was in search of those old school photo albums where it has this see through plastic that you can peel away and stick a whole bunch of stuff inside type thing

in the end i found the pages in staples -_- and that they dont make it ne more

I went around holtrenfew asking all the counters to give me some sort of flyer that represents the company
most of them were very nice except YSL they were crazy they gave me samples and everything @.@ i feel so important

why i need these things :
Andre (teacher/boss at salon) ask us to make a inspiration book
find pictures of things we like and put in book

then we went to book off i bought some cheap magazines  and then went home and cut out everything and put in those pages T_T
which... kinda i dont like some of the pages T_T
and I told Andre
everything I like is in a ageha book -_- and I am NOT about to cut up one of those
unless i found a really cheap worn out ageha at book off (none where to be found)




one of the most uselss thing vancouver could have made
T_T i dont think they made one of these ne where else

ALONG with landing the olympic torch in Victoria and running it across canada and back the other way so it'll be in vancouver
-_- ... seriously... dropping it off at PEI or Newfoundland would be a one way trip w/o letting the WHOLE world know we're idiots @.@

sept 30
bb flower to me


Oct 10 12AM
trying out new hair, kinda work
mind you there is no hair spray/ hair product in my hair
just shape-ing it to see if it would work if i did this and that
pretty good attempt, no?


Oct 10
BB went with me to forever 21 so i can buy the hair clips I wanted
bu the line up was ridiculous so I passed then BB had to go to work

so I went to the art gallery to pick up that book, it's basically writes contact info of the restaurant and wht foods I like, since i go to quite a few places but never remember where or wht it is that I ate

then I went to pacific centre and did some shopping,checked out sears at chanel counter to ask if they had the perfume I wanted, and continously insisted that it was last year addition, she asked me if I wanted to buy  the regular one, she wouldn't even listen to what I was trying to tell her, so I said no, and I dont think your listening to what I'm saying I was about to tell her exactly wht I wanted but she turned around and ignored me and tlak to the next customer
OMG i should of asked for the manager, what kind of customer service is this?!
So I went to Holts, and they gave me so much better service T_T
but they were sold out except for one which was on hold, so she phoned that person and asked him if she still wanted to buy it, and saying that I wanted it if he didn't want it, but he said he'll come right away to pick it up
so the sales told me she'll try to phone the edmonton branch since they still had ONE left to transfer it over
she tried and gave me her card and we exchanged #s

went to H&M and all around but nothing caught my fancy, cause all I wanted was those hair clips *sigh*

went to sephora and played with make up till shannon could meet up with me
when we met up we went to YSL in the bay, I dropped by chanel to check if they had the limited perfume I wanted and they did!(in the end I did buy)
but I wanted to see if YSL event would sell me ne thing
the guy did my make up didn't explain much to me didn't really talk
and in the end I was not interested in buying the nail polish/lip stick I originally wanted
cause I mean the guy was nice but he didn't sell,  so I didn't want it ne more
plus the make up didn't suit me at all, how could he let me out of his chair looking almost like a clown?
the eyes make up was quite pretty but he failed using foundation and covering up my under eyes which made the over all look worse
and then bright blush that was very obvious and also bright lipstick

all you could see was heavy eye make up two pink circles on my cheeks and bright lipstick
wtf? so I went to sephora quickly and wiped off all the foundation and re apply my new favorite smashbox ( if you add just alil more around the eyes it covers well~!)
and then a hint of pink on the cheeks not circles
but JUST A HINT

and then neutral lips
T_T

my favorite brand for DRY SHAMPOO " OIL BE GONE!"
it does not leave hair too dry or to oil after use, as if, fresh out of shower

Shannon started helping this lady with her make up and i'm sure shannon sold her one like 4 sephora brand product, but before she could try on the last, the manager? sales? i guessed must of been in such a hurry to leave that they couldn't start cleaning up the store while the rest of us slowly left
she wouldn't let the lady try on quickly the eye shadow and had a threatening tone in which the  the lady(customer) threaten back "am I or am I NOT able to try this on?!"
geez... (me and shannon already left) if they would hold for like a few more mins the could of done another sale

George then met up with us and we went for BLK sauce noodles and seafood pan cake
it was so good ^_^


Sucks to be me, I wanted the bottled water from YSL so bad, and I left it behind at the restaurant... I SUK T_T it was actually wht I wanted most from the event -_- a bottled water

sept 11
trying out new hair at work


Sept 13
New sunday thing with Herman
went to burgoo
had ratatouille it zoomed me to somewhere nice


Sept 16
Tubsly at work


Sept 17
teacher has tempted me to go to shabusen
went with BB
did I really spot jacob?



Sept 20
Again with burgoo
had
humus w/ bread, olives, cucumbers, cheese
canadian salad with bacon goat cheese onions fresh green w/ vingerette?
french onion soup with a ton of cheese baked on
walk around that area for a bit found the twilight jacket for pre order
I was so tempted...



finally the most perfect macaroons in vancouver



Sept 25
went to work the first time in lolita ^_^ the owner was very supportive along with my teacher and my bff co worker
even Dizzy dressed up!


Sept 27
another Sunday w/ Herman
very good ramen and I'm totally loving their lightly poached egg
I really wonder how it is made


first manicure, I arrived at BB house to early T_T ended up going for my first mani!


Sept28
Crepe Doux
French Kiss crepe for breakie


found this
strawberry and royal honey milk tea bath powders
suppose to help you become more skinnier by helping you sweat
I was sweating and it feels like a nice relax hot tub
dunno if it really helps you loose weight but at least it smells REALLY good
plus suppose to moisturise and tighten skin


had dindin with BB at Gyoza king, didn't find much I liked
it was okay I prefer eating at GUU instead
if Gyoza king is going to have such a big menu and no focus it's hard to find whats actually good in there


Sept 30
My quiet bday more pics to come, only my childhood friends were invited XD
crazy almost everyone was from elementry
so dont feel hurt if I didn't invite you
after doing my hair and getting frustrated that it didn't work out(it did work in the end)
rushed to buy a mask (masqurade!) and then back to PC -> holts -> shu uemura buy blinged eyelashes and get them to do my make up
already being late rush over to restaurant XD!


Oct 2
Dizzy sleeping in clients lap while she receives hair cut


Oct 3
Moon festival w/ family at QE
first we had awsome dinner XD
and then out to QE to admire the very far away moon and have moon cakes
mom bought two types
one HUGE one as you can see above that has a retarded 6 yolks!
secound one which is regular size but straight from HK freshly made that leaking yolks XD
last picture is of my lantern, it is VERY old now, and is no longer imported probably cause of two reasons
one being that the masters that hand made these died out since the electric ones were "in"
two they burn down if your not careful


Oct 4
for the first time my date with my most favorite family that I met through work from Funky
Gordana  Ben Altiana Godan
their history, the kids are born in France and lived there for a few years then moved to Japan for two years and back to Canada for I dont know how long
The mom, Gordana, and I seem to have SOOO much in common, from Pairsian pastries to the same flavored pocky to our most favorite asian cake, strawberry short cake!
Her husband, Ben at first I was like slightly intimidated by his very stylish and straight face look @.@ but when I discovered his love  for those japanese dry noodle snack with the yellow person on it XD it was the funniest thing EVER
and her kids!
the girlie, Altiana is the meaning of girlie!
the bow, Godan is just the most ADORABLE boy EVER!

to start off the day we plus Lisa (Altiana class mate) met near winners
and near by FUZE juices was selling by donation, I gave them all my coins it was for WFF?WWF? i forgot but it was for animals!
and then next to them someone was handing out apple crisppers? samples XD pretty goood
finally we went straight to konbinniya and omg
the kids the parents and me are like omgomgomg POCKY!
and then the kids discovered those asian toy and candy in a box and they went nuts XD
and suddenly we found those lipton ice tea that has cell phone strap included (remember my macaroon?)
and this year I got the mango icecream cone (see above pic)
the parents were nostalgic with all the food and the japanese drinks they use to get from vending machine
it was awsome
I bought the kids the whistling candy and they went nuts
thank god those things eventually break down in their mouths lol
we then went to illy's
and had cake ^_^ another nostalgic momment for especially Gordana, she's been dying to have authentic japanese strawberry short cake XD
and wow Ben REALLY REALLY loves chocolate XD

we then went to the Art Gallery
@.@ it's crazy their kids KNOW art like they actually KNOW KNOW who painted what and which is their favorite painter 
and then there were also these film rooms and sometimes Godan or Altiana was scared and ask to hold my hand OMG THEY ARE SOO CUTE~!
afterwards we went to the gift shop!!! <3 !!!
I was so tempted to buy this book, that had all the spaces to write down the info on restaurant like location and schedule plus ur likes and dislikes and ur rating and must haves
T_T i should of bought it!
anyhow we went to the cafe there
amazing for around 15$ you can get an awsome entre AND incredible dessert!
we sat at the tables near the stairs over looking downtown and UBC robson square (which was salsa contest going on)
funny thing XD Lisa picked a pink lemonade to drink and later on we realize it's Mike's hard lemonade lol
it's very very much too alcoholy for lil girl lol
and then SURPRISE!
they already bought me cake at illy's they bought me luncher?(dinner and lunch?) awsome smoke salmon quiche w/ capers
they bought me the anime princess ish cooling wrist band thingy?
and the magnet that I liked of the lil girl
and most beautiful cards ever~ and the lavender cupcake has the recipe on the back! deffinetly going to make that !

Viki's Bday wish list

1) monofin
2) giftcards: sephora, marciano, starbucks, shu uemura
3) money for student loan^-^
4) summer sorbet by givenchy

Today i wen to the Marciano Cocktail Party!
i was already happy going, and decided if there was anything under 50$ that i like I would buy
of course there isn't, it's Marciano

I wore my favorite outfit to the party of course the whole thing is by Marciano^_^
if you don't remember here's the picture, except i dont have the shoes anymore, they've broke one to many times, so I just exchange for completely different type of shoe


I woke up extra earli 730am to do my hair and make up T_T my hair was huge when I left the house but then stupid rain made it drop by half T_T
PLUS, oh khea! the beautiful bows you gave me! alas I cliped one on the back of my head and on the way to bus it fell out  T_T!

When I arrived at work, everyone was WOW your outfit is amazing and so is your hair! it's HUGE
^_^ the great thing about Marciano, it's formal and classy as well as sexy for work, for casual cocktail parties, and every day outing,
Even though, each piece is quite expensive but it's an investment, in times of such crisis according to Alejandro Blanco, GUESS by Marciano's Design Director , versatility is the key. and so the lets continue the sexy ness for the future trend setting self supporting woman!

Finally after work John picked me up and off we went
I was early but eventually got in, I was suprised I wasn't on the guest list, but I soon found out that, it seemed the guest list was meaning less, because everyone and anyone all got in, so it ended up being VERY crowded

The food wow amazing

NY steak on mini pancake XD DAM !
Crab cakes with asparagus omg
fresh shrimp on mayo with wonton crisp not bad XD
tuscan salad on cruton spoon omgomg!

Raspberry spritzer
Ice wine

omg so good!

I met quite a few people

The STAR in my eyes of the event!

Alejandro Blanco creative director at guess,inc.
very nice person I guess, quite fashion forward and I like how intricate or thoughtful the designs came out to be,
for example this leather jacket drape THING
http://www.shopmarciano.ca/ProductDetails.aspx?style=P9382501700&category|909=&image=P9382501700-BLK
underneath where you can't see at the sleeves is stretchy material, there for it will look like it was made to fit you!


Marilyn Wilson(left) Lisa Wong (right)
Marilyn was the first person I met and actually had a nice little chat^-^ a friend I made at the party, we were both there alone
She filled me in on alot of people there, like this really famous photographer for this really high end model agency we have in vancouver(that I never cued in on), and so on so forth ^_^
She is the Editor of FashionEzine magazine?

Lisa Wong
one of Marilyn writer, she looks familiar to me but we dont know from where, we'll figure it out someday.
^_^ apparently a blogger too! sololisa.com

I also met Erica Lam the Style Spy Editor in Chief, very briefly, omg she's soo pretty, she is SOOO a Marciano girl!

BB finally came near the middle, oh i tried to show him all the food
^_^ Rachel(sales) came to help me, she was there chatting with me when I was sitting alone
I think I have one sales at every Marciano here in Vancouver
Diane(diana?) and Anela(sp?) at Robson
???? nameless at Oakridge
Rachel at Metro
^_^ they are so wonderful ^^ i visit them often!

yes so back to BB! good thing he came T_T cause after 2 or 3 spritzer I was drunk but I was tipsy and wearing heelz that ain't helping!
Suprisingly John went MIA T_T .... Shopping with BB at Marciano is the best thing in the world, because! he likes everything in there on me ^_^ and luvs me being all sexy, and of course i love looking beauitful for him provided I like the item too, so there for Marciano is my other <3 something me and him can share ^_^!

BB got me the pair of jeanz I've been eyeing FOREVER, I am so happy, cause now I have new jeanz for winter T_T as my rock and republic *sobs* has a mysterious burn on the pocked T_T and slowly ripping at the hem near the heel *sigh*


Last but not least a word I've just learned SWAG
I personally went and got the autograph (*^^*)
a tote bag from Marciano - OMG MY FIRST BAG FROM MARCIANO!
Marciano purse hanger and 20$ gift card
10$ off Noir eye lashes
MAC mineral eye shadow and luster lip stick
Dermalogic face toner and scented candle

alrightly
they've bleached out my hair so its notback to normal kinda
i was hoping it'd be less orangey w.e tho it's the least i can get done  in like 20mins or less XD
my teacher. desiree (sp) des for short
did my eyebrows
oh they are so perfect
they're thin and arched
i actually look more awake now ^^
so i'm glad i've got those seaweed square gone!

i can't even look at myself
i can't bare to look at my own hair
i went to work today, to get my roots done
ok of course bleach my roots of course
came out beautiful pale blonde
he put color ontop and i was like lvl 6?.... are u sure.. and he's like it's going to be a translucent color
i asked for my hair not to be orange
so they put a toner on it

my hair came out to be an ugly shitty brown a lil on the green side
i can't stop tearing up or
omg
omg...

my hair i took so long to become blonde with LONG HAIR 
LONG BLONDE HAIR!
is FREAKING BROWn!
and it isn't the pretty chocolate brown
or the red brown
or ANYTHING
it's ugly dirty blonde ish mousy fuckin gbrown!$@#%!@

of course color can be fixed... ALONG WITH BREAKING MY  LONG HAIR I:VE GROWN SINCE FUCKING FOREVER 
FUCK

FUCK Q@$L#KQFWL#KJT#KLWG

i dont want to sleep
and i've been sleeping at 3am lately
i feel stressed, i know why and the problem isn't even there but i'm stressed over a problem that is kinda resolved
so why?
wht the hell is this? after stress??

i want to talk to my friends today
get them to help me put my mind back in its place
where it should be *sigh*